Love thyself

I have been sticking to my oath. Went to the gym Tuesday and Wednesday night, and although I felt like I had elephantitis of the feet by the time I had to climb the last staircase home, I am proud to be in the place I am.

I forgot how greatly positivity can effect your day to day life. I'm not saying it will bring you wealth in 10 days if you email 73 people something you like about them in the next 5 minutes. I'm saying the small stuff. When you look in the mirror, instead of looking at what you don't like, look at what you do like. Don't make it a point to stick your gut out and curl your chin down to see how many rolls you can make... no. Look at the stuff you would never change. For me its the line of my jaw, the shape of my eyes, my natural hair, and my tits in a tight tee. (no lie I do appreciate my own huge knockers)

I have so many close friends who can't seem to get past the stuff they DON'T like. If you live in a world of regret, unhappiness or disgust, your world will be just that. I choose to live a life free of negativity. And believe me, I'm not saying I'm Mother Teresa, my boyfried can vouche, I am the spawn of Lucifer himself on a bad day, but I truly feel like I have learned to train myself. I know myself. I know what works and what doesn't. If someone doesn't take the time to get to know themselves, pros and cons, likes and dislikes, attributes and faults, then they can never manage themselves alone. And until you discover yourself, how can you think to try to discover someone else?

Yeah this blog isn't about my weight today. The subject can get a bit dull. Instead today I challenge myself to be positive, if something is irritation, if I feel I'm becoming impatient, if I want to put my stiletto into the eyesocket of my co-worker; I will stop take a breather and remember all the awesomness of my lfe. My job, my friends, my fam, my man, my happiness. I will make a difference, because I am willing to believe... http://www.emotoproject.org/english/home.html